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This Might End Up Choppy because i am writing it from my phone but i just had a flashback of smiley when i was dateing him and he had long hair and a NIN shirt on and i remember what it was like to hug him and i think my age made that relationship not work . . . i was fifteen he was eighteen and in love with me but i wanted to see what was out there and every time that i have seen him in the last ten years he seems to have deteriorated a little more. i feel like if i had been in his life he would have good to art school and be awesome now. i miss that guy . . he gave good hugs:) well at dentist now . . . gonna get drilled so i better go

Inter-related

Well, its been a while... I just haven't had a lot of time to write or been in the writing mood lately. So this past weekend my friend Dave from high school had this big party at his house on Friday night. It was really fun. They had a DJ and a beat boxer guy that was really cool and a continuous supply of alcohol... and I passed out on the couch. Marc Kayla Heath Jolene and Kyley came with me. Kyley crashed with me on the couch and the next day we just hung out there... this would have been weird in other situations but not with Dave cause he's relaxed and groovy and so are his roommates who I also knew in high school... I think that was another reason why I stayed around... I was playing catch up... I really liked these guys and it was cool to be around them again and I felt comfortable there. It was a good time. I don't think I ever really had a decent conversation with Joe or Muskrat in high school so it was good to be able to get to know them better. Muskrat came over and watched part of Eddie Izzard ... I think I hooked him onto the executive transvestite.

Chris left me chicken soup on my door Monday night cause he knew I was sick and he thought I was at quartet rehearsal. Very sweet. Chris is really a neat guy =) He does a lot of cool things that he doesn't have to do just because he is Chris. I can't tape my shows anymore so he records them for me and then has ice cream and Sobe at his house for me when I come over and watch them. Totally cool.

Peter I think is going to fade away... he is not good at returning emails or keeping in contact long distance ... so who knows how that will play out now that he is in MN. I hope to keep him in my very peculiar, interesting, small group of people that I like to keep as my close friends. We shall see.

Alright so the rules of engagement. I think I need to just say: This is what I want in a guy.
1. brilliant/smart
2. passionate about something (not relationship... I mean like how I am about barbershop)
3. extremely talented in at least one thing
4. funny/sense of humor
5. good in bed (yes I said that)
6. calm/good natured
7. spontaneous at times
8. gets me

There are other things as well but I think that is enough for now. =D Gotta run... more later =)

Peter Millie Mark