New Beginnings

It is time I start posting here again. I think I will take the link off of Myspace that leads here so only those who have bookmarked me or find me accidentally can read it.

I have been working like crazy... coming in at 730 or 8am and leaving the office between 10pm and 130am. I am overloaded at work and most likely won't get a day off this week.

I am also looking for a place to live. Plans keep arising and then falling through. I have an offer in another state but I am not ready to leave this one. Too much going on here right now for me.

My quartet is awesome. I love them and I love singing. I am not as in to my chorus right now and I am not sure I actually have the time to sing with them. I am doing too much and its the only thing I have that I can actually let go of. Will need to talk it over with the quartet.

I have other news. I am smitten. I am not really telling anyone but there are a few who have figured it out. Mainly Melissa, Jeff and probably Heather. There are a few negative points though. He doesn't live here, some of his family members have been trying to steer him away since they found out that we were talking, and neither of us can move right now. Yeah, I said it. That's a big statement, I know. I am as surprised as you are. But you don't know him and you don't know us. Melissa said she knew how crazy we are about each other and I said how can you tell and she said you just have to spend a few minutes around the two of you... what are they blind? This was all done by email and I am bad at word for word remembrances.
We are making big plans while making fun of ourselves for being such idiots. Today (yesterday technically) was the 1 month anniversary of the first day that we actually met in person. We had been talking almost every day for an hour or two for about two weeks before that. And now you can't get us off the phone. I'm probably going to get in trouble for being on personal calls so often at work but I can talk to him and do my job at the same time... Time passes quickly and even though we have silent time, it is comforting and nice. And when we get talking... try shutting us up! I just wish he were around to touch more often.

Well, that's enough for tonight. I needed to sleep a while ago.
Thanks friends.

Defn of Suzanne?

What Suzanne Means

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way. And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life. You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it. You are incredibly wise and perceptive. You have a lot of life experience. You are a natural peacemaker, and you are especially good at helping others get along. But keeping the peace in your own life is not easy. You see things very differently, and it's hard to get you to budge. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Life from the Desk

I am at work. I know, how can I post from work? Well, that’s a wonderful blogger secret, which can be found under the email section of your settings. I have a lot of mental traffic right now. I loved seeing my friends on Friday night. I want to keep going out cause I miss them. I also felt more like myself than I had in a long time.

Oh I have to make a comment. My family keeps saying things like I have become so much calmer since Chris and I got together. I don’t know what they mean. I think I have been around someone I trust completely and I have been able to be myself and he accepts me for that and I think that has helped me settle into my own skin as it were. I am also getting older and I think you calm down with age as well although I never thought of myself as being the opposite of calm. Maybe a little hyper but that’s all.

So today at work is slow because it is Memorial Day. Half the office is gone. Traffic was freakin awesome this morning too. Chris is off today. I completely forgot about that until just now. Blah. I

I have been sending text messages into my network of friends this weekend. I like texting. I can just state things or ask questions straight out without dancing around the issue or putting emotion behind it.

This weekend was a busy one. RING! Sang on the City of Lights show Friday night. After that I went to the Aruba for some swing dancing and talking. I left there at about 5am. Slept some Sat morning and then Chris and I went to hang out with Brad and Cherie Sat night. Brad cooked (always a good thing) and we finished off two bottles of red while playing apples to apples and family business. I had fun J I really like them. And Benji (their son) is the cutest kid in existence. I can’t believe I have known them for a little over two years now. Sunday I went to Keiker’s baby shower and drank wine coolers with Bethany and Paul. It was at Karla’s house and I had a good time even though I went into a stupid rant about worky things at the end cause I was talking to worky people and drinking. Blah =P But it was all good.

Tonight Chris and I are going to make our Mii characters on our new Wii and I am going to play Raymonds Rabbits cause I have been looking forward to that for a while. I am hungry. I think I am going to go to lunch.