Tuesday, June 14, 2005

at hot topic

This Might End Up Choppy because i am writing it from my phone but i just had a flashback of smiley when i was dateing him and he had long hair and a NIN shirt on and i remember what it was like to hug him and i think my age made that relationship not work . . . i was fifteen he was eighteen and in love with me but i wanted to see what was out there and every time that i have seen him in the last ten years he seems to have deteriorated a little more. i feel like if i had been in his life he would have good to art school and be awesome now. i miss that guy . . he gave good hugs:) well at dentist now . . . gonna get drilled so i better go