Sunday, September 26, 2004

Hello darkness my old friend...

Have you ever been walking along, minding your own business when bam! A memory of someone or something from your past just hits you? That happened to me yesterday at lunch. I was walking to the table when I was overcome with the memory of someone; a person I had been very close to and all of my senses became overloaded with the memory of him … all of a sudden I was in his arms once again… I could feel his body… smell his shirt… hear his voice… all of the things I thought I would never experience again with this person came flooding back to me and in that moment I realized how much I loved him and I guess never really stopped. It’s been years since I have seen him and quite a while since I have talked with him but when it hits you that strongly, you take notice. Maybe I will run into him again but for now all I have to say is, wherever you are… thank you for one of the happiest times in my life and for introducing me to the world of pure unconditional true love. 9-25-04

Thursday, September 23, 2004

New alarm clock

Is there a higher power involved in waking me up in the morning? For the last week I have been waking up before my alarm clock, completely awake. Have I become psychic in my sleep or does the time continuum thing just get jumbled in my dreams? I find that if I get up when I have been awakened as such, then I have time to get ready in the morning; but if I choose to sleep in until my alarm goes off then I am tired and I end up running late in the morning. Is my brain running on its own accord? Maybe I have a ghost in the house who knows what is best. Or maybe God is intervening because he is tired of me being late.

Tuesday, September 21, 2004

To be quoted...

Ever have a thought run through your head that sounds like it could be quoted later on? Or maybe you think you might have heard it somewhere before and it just seems to define you at that moment? I often have these weird one-liners that pop into my head. Maybe I will use them to title my articles or something but for now I am going to keep a list that I will update with time. Here is the first one:

9-21-04 I want to live my life in the arms of love.
9-22-04 (as seen on a backpack in the school elevator library, I thought it was kinda funny)
I have shoes
You have shoes
We have issues


I have thought about doing something like this for a while so I'm glad I found this site. After I have set it all up I will introduce myself